my life is complete agian
i just remembered i have a tumblr!!! fuck yeah!
Can’t help but look at this and still to this day just want to burst out in tears. You’d think after three years it wouldn’t effect me in any way. But the first person you ever really give your complete all to will never fade from your mind.. I was young, and silly, but I’m glad I went through it. It made me who I am today and I wish I could just tell him thank you. It’s not really him that makes me sad, it’s thinking back into those days and remembering the hurt that I felt that makes me upset now. You’ll always get that nervous, terrified feeling when your first love walks into the room.. no matter how many years have gone by. It’ll always make your heart drop.
K N I G H T S
The past couple of days I’ve been seriously thinking about my college decision. Sometimes I feel like I just took the easy way out, and decided to stay close in Orlando to go to UCF. And then I start to really wish I would have chosen Florida.. I just seriously hate change. I can’t handle it. It really gets me thinking when people tell me how crazy I am for not choosing UF. I guess I can always transfer eventually. But who knows, I may love it. I sure hope so. I just wanna be successful.
